December 2010
“i wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you’d be...”
here we go again, all over again.
i finally thought i was over you. i was so excited i finally accomplished what i was striving for. but i was wrong. talking for just a simple half an hour makes me remember why i loved talking to you so much. you make me happy without even trying. please stop..i cant take this any longer. I’m a fucking roller coaster of emotions now, due to you.
ericawatkins:
No matter how much I fight for you, how much I cry for you, how long I wait for you, how many nights I stay home wondering where you are and who your with, no matter how much I dwell over the past, no matter how much I think “what if”, no matter how jealous I get when I see you’re moving on. I have to somehow accept that you will never be mine again no matter how much I love you.
what\who inspires you?
this was hard for me to write. sadly, im not really sure. but this is what i came up withh..
- the people that are always those kids who no one really talks to. the people that people laugh at while walking down the hallway when they pass them. the people who sit all by themselves at free. all these different discriptions are the same person. going through all of this and they still have the...
*6 fears.
cats.
growing up without anyone to call mine.
disappointing people.
showing weakness.
not being good enough.
death.
you still care.
you dont want to care anymore. when people ask you, you say no i dont care. when people tell you things they saw on facebook, things they heard, you say i dont care. when your parents say guess who i just saw!?, you say you dont care. as much as you say you dont care. as much as you want to stop caring. as much as you say i hate him. as much as you say hes an asshole, dick, or douchebag. your...
5 words you cant go without saying.
O.
balls.
rough.
fuck.
shit.
